I'm a flip flop girl in a snow boot world.

Today marks the first week that I am a Chicago resident.  I'm used to taking trips, weekend trips, week-long trips, trips where I'm gone for two months, so I guess I can say I am still on trip mode. But I'm on trip mode with a good amount of my belongings in boxes, not suitcases. So I'm thinking that maybe, two months from now, it'll settle in: I have moved. (!!!!)

I didn't think I'd ever want to leave sunny California. It's where all my family is; where the produce is fresh and abundant; where I can always find Guerrero tortillas, sometimes in the 30 pack. But I found myself wanting more than what LA has to offer, or at least wanting something different. 

This is different all right--just the weather alone reminds me that I'm not in SoCal anymore. While you guys are having a heat wave in the middle of November, I'm piling clothes on top of the winter coat I already put on in California (subconscious acts on my part to eat my way to warmth). The leaves are falling off the trees, but not before they turn those colors you see on TV, or on the fake wreaths you can buy for autumnal affectation. And it rains a lot. And the weather channels keep threatening us with snow. 

I did, however, have a mini oh-the-gods!-i-am-now-living-in-Chicago-moment last night as I was looking at all my short-sleeved shirts wondering if really thick thermals would look good underneath them. It was a brief one. A little spike on my (ever active) emotional Richter scale.

Boxes, bags, and boogers

Don't know how it happened, but I'm at the end of Wednesday. 

Sunday was wonderfully spent with my family. (Thank you very much momma).

Monday was lunch with the parents, business being take care of, and dinner with a friend. Tuesday, voted (of course!), and Disneyland with family.

Today? More lovely, wonderful, generous family around to help.

We filled up not only boxes, but bags. Bags of things that should probably have been recycled.

I will say a full rosary for my penance (and theirs). 

I'm feeling numb, and I have a cold. But that is what happens when stress reverberates like the thud thud from a super woofer, so much so that the neighbors feel it. 

I've got all this work I have to do (eyes and throat begin to itch)

I'm going to (cough) miss "....", (cough cough).

I'm really (sneeze) going to miss ".....", sneeze sneeze cough, eyes burn.

So when I'm saying my farewells, my eyes will be red and swollen, my nose red and chapped, my voice on the scary tranny side, and my hands filled with gooey tissues.

But my arms will still be wide open expecting your hug and my cheek ready for your kiss. 

Don't disappoint!

I am so, so much looking forward to spending the weekend in Chicago after our Tuesday. 

The city will be buzzing with pride and excitement. I'll tell you all about it.

Clearance--Everything Must Go!!!

Early last week, I went through my apartment and started piling things in the living room for a yard sale.  Considering I've been living in this apartment for 13 years, there was quite a bit stashed away, like little nuts or rusty cans in a b-shelter, just waiting. Goodbye blood-red platform shoes! So long sweater that I haven't used since 1999! Fare-thee-well heating pad from the 1960's!

It is such a liberating feeling to rid oneself of earthly goods. Okay fine. Not earthly goods, but crap.  I feel so cleansed--like I had a high colonic or something. 

My mommabear spent the night on Friday.  Saturday morning we had an early start. Twice we were rained on. But the day was super sunny, cloudy, sunny, cloudy, chilly, hot, beautiful.

I had high hopes that as soon as I started laying out all the goods (crap) I wanted to get rid of, the sounds of screeching tires, doors slamming, and footsteps hurriedly walking my way would preface "ooooh I want that, how much?" That is not quite how it happened. But I did manage to make a hundy and some change, thanks to all the paisa's that were walking by. 

I was completely done-exhausted that is-by the end. Not just because I started my day so early or because of all the physical work involved, but also because the reason I was selling things: I'm moving on. I'm moving physically, emotionally, mentally. And most definitely yes, it is exciting. But the sadness that seeps in, i.e. the mourning of one phase of life, should be acknowledged. Even if it is with my favorite blanky and deep sleep.